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Payin' Dues Blues

by Aaron Jones

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1.
Well I've been running away from everything Running away from everyone I meet Except you, somehow I always play your fool Cause I've been singing playing everyday Singing and writing every single day Once I tried to vacate but felt hollow in my space Just Payin My Dues To Them Blues Cause I’ve been blowing off everything Blowing off everything that's in my way Burning these bridges, swimming these lakes Cause I've been down for far too long Been doubting myself a little too long Too many half songs, this time I'm going to finish them all Just Payin My Dues To Them Blues
2.
The moon was laying low, waiting for the clouds to go They were escorted out by a friend I sat down at this old cafe, just praying that I would get paid Looking for a place to play I've been traveling down these roads all alone But the destination is still unknown Because my belly screams and my mind yells, possibilities are like sea shells See them scattered across the shore So here I am now, all broken and bruised - I'm so sick of being lied to by you I get used to playing your fool I've been traveling down these roads all alone But the destination is still unknown
3.
I was walking sideways, beneath the crooked rain When I spotted a figure, she was alone by the interstate That’s when the food chain was suddenly rearranged Once I got a taste of your loving girl I couldn't stop eating for days I couldn't tell up I couldn't tell down Should I wear a smile or should I sport a frown I tried to get high but always ended up coming down I plotted my escape ya'll but got stuck in the same town I was wearing your jacket, but it didn't quite feel the same And like a badge of honor, I was displaying all of my pain So now the meaning, were suddenly rearranged As I stood emotionless like some fully illustrated blank page I couldn't tell up I couldn't tell down Should I wear a smile or should I sport a frown I tried to get high but always ended up coming down I've traveled state to state ya'll but got stuck in the same town First you’re hot, then you’re cold as ice How can you be so mean, yet be so nice You say yes, when you really mean no So tell me baby how I am supposed to know Which way to go I was skating backwards, over some thinning ice You were offering a discount baby, but ya know I paid full price I felt defeated, a little faithful, a little cheated But ya gave an took, while you clung to your books and now I'm just depleted Come on give it to me baby I couldn't tell up I couldn't tell down Should I wear a smile or should I sport a frown I tried to get high but always ended up coming down I plotted my escape ya'll but got stuck in the same town Stuck in the same damn town
4.
I was foul hooked, when you first caught me And like a fish out of its water, beneath the cruel suns heat You ripped my lips, as I struggled to breathe But then you let me go, to dissipate into deep blue seas I was swimming around the sea, the next time you captured me Like a bird with a broken wing, you had come to hear me sing You always lived so free, so unnaturally You were the cleanest freak, in between them dirty sheets Still you’re haunting me Please set me free
5.
While the bar flies, do their drinking And them house flies, are cleaning kitchen, No open doors It’s a cool night, for thinking We could write it all down, forget remembering That it's all a joke Except no one is laughing now, maybe they've forgotten how Just close your eyes and take a step into now While noon and eve, smoke up their secrets Cradled by fog, luminous moonlit Oh it's such a sight, that night It's a tattered template for a silent movie, I couldn't move, even though it moved me I won't let up Wish I could back in time Back when everything was fine When I was yours, and you were mine Remember when you had told me, Well the thing about love is it gets really lonely Still I pretend It's a blue lesson learned to early How many heart breaks before they bury me I won't keep count The spun spiders sling their ribbons round They cast at anything that resembles sound So how come no one can hear me now
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There’s this lonesome sort of feeling, it seems to follow me everywhere I go There’s this lonesome tone in every key babe, of every song that I call my own Just take me to the river baby, and let me float there all alone I’m writing these songs from the banks of the river, where time just seems to stop I’m writing these songs from the banks of the river, this lonesome aching never seems to stop I live my life like that there river, I’m always flowing ya I never stop And I’m flow on From muddy to clean waters baby, yeah you know I’m clean From the muddiest of cleanest of waters baby, yeah you know I’m clean Because I can filter all through that I gather up, yeah I meander until I’m clean Just like Keb’ Mo’ I gots ta holla, got them Perpetual Blues And just like Doc Watson pretty momma, I got them Deep River Blues Maybe blind to how wide the river is, but only a fool thinks he knows just how deep That’s deep
8.
There’s a river in between, what used to be you and me Some kind of divine divide, a dark and lonely stream And at the mouth you will found me, just wading in the deep So lonely yet so free, it’s just who we choose to be Drifting out to sea, me falling out of the frames, Out of our lives Can’t seem to conquer myself, the greatest divide The greatest divide, the great divide There’s a mountain in between, what used to be you and me This damned divine divide, has got me bursting at the seams In the valley nestled deep, my haggard heart it sleeps So lonely yet so free, it’s just who we just to be Drifting off to sea, me failing at my disguise It seems that I lost you there in this great and grave divide The greatest divide, the great divide
9.
Hello again my old friends, see I never fit in with you to begin And I know you’re out there listening, just stewing your hate and drowning in your Endless head space debates, I and can relate Always throwing them stones, in my pathway I don’t need them, anymore Got to move like the river, make my own path as I go Because nothing is going to stop this flow Once you let it all go Hello again my old friend, talking to the one that sits inside of my head Set back and trapped, fretting future and pondering the past Going nowhere going fast This is a message to myself, don’t let them stop you Don’t put that blame on no one else, just keep it moving Be true to yourself, and no one else So you want to hold the keys to being set free, well it ain’t about the know It ain’t about the show, it’s choosing to expose your soul And just let it go It’s time we vacate your endless head space debates
10.
I got my thoughts put up on the fence, smoking tired cigarettes Waiting for you, just like I always do Come get lost in the unknown, we’ll travel journaled catacombs Lost in translation Looking for a way to say, it will be ok But how can I honestly say “Everything is Ok” When I just don’t feel that way, at least not today No matter how loud I’d scream, there ain’t nobody hearing me But I continue to scream, and all the pain that it could bring In a sea of other voices, all competing for your ears, I’m in the corner unnoticed Still searching for a way to say “Everything is Ok” But how can I honestly say “Everything is Ok” When I just don’t feel that way Sure, it’s Ok You know it’s alright Everything is Ok
11.
Great Wall 02:51
Come on and rise from your fortress Of emotionless bliss, and try to focus on the notion Is it as real as this? At any given moment, you could drop me to my knees At any given moment, you could cure this disease Now baby please You’re neither here nor there, trapped in a parallel That’s why I climb your wall, in search of it all See me climbing your wall, somehow I always seem to fall back down Now your marathon running, from this undeniable truth I was put here to love you, but for you to love me too But you don’t well hey that’s cool You’re neither here nor there, trapped in a parallel That’s why I climb your wall, in search of it all See me climbing your wall, somehow I always seem to fall back down You see me falling down
12.
When you’re strung out on a thought that keeps haunting your head, It’s four a.m. and you’re out of your bed with no direction to go, No place to call your own When you’re walking down the street with your back against the moon, Not a care in the world you got nothing to do, so you roam With nowhere to go This feeling deep inside me, with nowhere to go, no place to call your own But with the mile markers behind, exposing my soul, touching the world Out on that road Well I don’t remember when all of this started, the first breathe I took left me broken hearted With thirst from birth and a road sick curse I don’t know why I try so hard to weave the fodder and negative thought that a lot of us talk We all walk that walk See I’ve been cursed since my birth, to roam this here earth, singing my words When the lines of the road lead home, I feel so all alone, with nowhere to go But back on the road When you wake up six to the sound of hard rain, it’s beating your soul and pounding your brain You think to yourself I must be insane When your float down the river of thought has run dry, And you’re stuck in a rut just smiling at the sky and you think to yourself This life is so strange Before I go I need to be heard, I’m not a part of your herd, that’s just absurd I’ll live eternal through the pen, a Shakespearean ascend With no beginning or an end So now the destination is known, the road is my home
13.
Wake Up Call 05:03
I seek solutions through their poisonous pollutions And wish to find myself amidst all of this confusion Ain’t got no answers, only questions, need conclusions And day by day brings more decay, lives are in ruins There goes the ringing of the telephone, yea but nobody is home There goes the ringing of the telephone, yea but nobody is home Roads keep winding she’s at home alone crying, He’s on the phone, far from alone, and always lying She’s making excuses again just trying And day by day so far away she’s slowly dying She’s slowly dying There goes the ringing of the telephone, yeah but nobody is home There goes the ringing of the telephone, yeah but nobody is home So people why can’t ya see that it’s time we all just get up, Turn off TV’s let minds be free come people stand up This is your wake up call There goes the ringing of the telephone, yeah but nobody is home There goes the ringing of the telephone, yeah but nobody is home Still there ain’t nobody home

credits

released April 19, 2017

The Players:

Aaron Jones - Guitars, Vocals, Melodica

Gilbert Jones - Guitars on “Destination Unknown”, “Catch & Release”, “The Great Divide”, “Sure It's Ok”, “Great Wall”

Kyle Hughes - Upright Bass, Banjo

Mic McMullen - Percussion

D.B. Rouse - Harmony Vocals on “Payin Dues Blues”, “Destination Unknown”, “Fully Illustrated Blank Page”, “Sure, It’s Ok”.

Megan Rouse - Harmony Vocals on “Sure, It's Ok”, “Wake Up Call”

Main Guitar & Upright Bass Recorded by Ian Peterson @ Delusional Studios

Percussion, Banjo, and Vocals Engineered by Mic McMullen @ The Outhouse

Additional Guitars, Vocals, Harmonies, & Melodica Recorded by Aaron Jones @ The Pad


All songs written by Aaron D Jones between 2005-2015

Copyright/Published Aaron Jones Music ASCAP 2016

Cover Photo Taken by Aaron Jones

Layout by Felony Ron


Mixed & Mastered by D.B. Rouse

www.dbrouse.com

Aaron Jones would like to thank the following in no particular order….

You! Thank You! Felony Ron. D.B. & Megan Rouse for all their hard work and belief in the project! Many thanks to the multi-talented Kyle Hughes for the upright and banjo blessings. Ian Peterson & Mic McMullen for all their efforts and hard work. My Dad! Gilbert Jones for all the love, support, inspiration, and contributions to the album. Michael Schreiber & The whole South Bay Customs Family for all the love & support! www.southbaycustoms.net Karen Schreiber for the awesome photos! Sanguine & Shiny for giving a brother shows and inspiration and allowing me to jam with ya'll. D.B. Rouse, Rick Wood, Dead Frets, Divided Heaven, Sic Waiting, Eken Is Dead, and any other talented artists I have been fortunate enough to play with. Eddie and Harry @ The Redwood. Chris Devcich my brother from another mother for all the advice, the ears, the mouth, the gear, the truth, and all that! My mother for loving me always! Last but not least thanks to all my friends, family, past lovers, past band-mates, and past employers

Dedicated to the memory of Joshua Fischel

This one’s for you Sasquatchua!

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